I tried my best to mask the pain and surely wasnât in any position to even pretend like my life was happy but I remember the SEVERAL times that this was said to me. If I would have came out with my story THEN instead of hiding and trying to do damage controlâŚ. I probably wouldnât have went through the next how ever many years of h3ll, but ultimately God has his plan and itâs what brought me to where we are today. đ and to be clear, I did want to end it all. I didnât think my life could go on without custody of my child, but I had no choice. I didnât choose that outcome. I fought so long and didnât have any more money to fight back thenâŚ. addiction won by 2014 after my second son was born because I had to drown out the pain or else I would have surely not been able to handle the pain of losing him. Then I prayed to God that he take me away from all the pain and he sent me to prison for 3 years to get me clean and sober
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